Temporary happiness

Well.. we all know that "temporary happiness" simply means a sort of happiness that won't last for eternity or a lifetime, obviously. It can be derived from your crush, boypwen, girlpwen, gorilla, hamster or anyone else. Before I start this long ass sentimental or emotional post, I'd like to say, gaiz please don't bother reading otherwise it MIGHT bore the shit outta you, or please read if you're interested.. it's really up to you.

So one day, I was walking around the mall with my peers and suddenly, a thought came across my mind like an epiphany. I started to realise that anything that makes us happy is just temporary. For instance, the joy that we get after receiving a gift, the laughter that we share among each other and the happiness that lasts for a while. Think of it, do I make any sense or it just seem utterly risible to you? I mean even the favourite food that you just ate would make its way to your digestive organs and process into shit (Too much info).. but yeah, back to the initial point - nothing really last forever, no. 

You may think this person that you're seeing now fits perfectly or suitably with you, but think about the advancement and the overalls. No, people come and go, that's the unfortunate and hideous truth and many of us refuse to accept. Bitches be like whining about it, living in denial and assume loads of shit but hey guess what? That's the truth so suck it up. Humans were born with innate traits that constantly seek for new excitements, happiness and challenges. We don't remain at one place for long, no, we move in our individual ways to learn, excel and achieve. 

Just like a rainbow or firework; it appears and disappears the next moment. 

Or, a flower; it blooms and it wilts or droops after a while. 

(Cherish the happiness for it will only last for a while, embrace it and make it a memorable and meaningful experience)

- S.C.-

Forbidden fruit

That's right, you're reading this post now and it is about me - A forbidden fruit. It usually occurs when you prohibit yourself from having faith in anyone, distance yourself from people who try to get close to you or push away guys who desire you. I'm not sure if it's a good sign but it definitely feels nice without having any attachment. It's like I'm able to do anything without being restricted.

Two months ago, I met a few guys. There were some good and bad ones. Unfortunately, things didn't seem to go on track as I realised they were just a bunch of guys full of hideous intentions or they're just simply not my type. One of them even attempted to enter my house with excuses like "oh, I  want to spend time with you and get to know you a little more" or "I need your favour on my assignments". I mean, it sucks when you're dating someone just for a few days and he already requested for "it" - I'm sure you know what I mean. Well.. just in case if you're wondering why I'm so heartless or cold, maybe this is one of the reasons? Some guys are just full of unpredictable intentions.

I stopped contacting that dude who attempted to sleep with me. I mean, I'm not being close-minded or anything but seriously, it's disappointing to find out he approaches you for his own pleasure or benefit. It's not the first time I encountered this and this is probably the reason to being an absolute forbidden fruit. I can't fathom girls who allow guys to fool them with their flattery tricks or skills. I mean, I believe girls should value themselves and to be smart enough to reject guys if they are up to something fishy. 

This is my personal belief and opinion..

The environment is one of the factors

Hey people, I'm finally back in action after most of the stressful events and assignments! But that's not the end yet.. 3 more assignments this week and followed by exam on next week! I'm so tired seriously.. But I know it will all be over soon. *Faith*

This post today is about how environment has changed me and shaped me into who I am today. The competitiveness in class, fake people that I had to deal with almost everyday, pile of stressful assignments and tasks, you-name-it. Life does not come easy. The environment has shaped me into a better person in so many aspects and I'm beyond thankful for each valuable lesson learned after each problem or obstacle faced.

When you realise you stopped caring for unnecessary things, that's when you know you have become one step even more mature. I stopped worrying over people who do not appreciate me and I stopped putting so much commitment and feelings into people. I mean, the least you expect or count on, the lesser disappointment you'll get.

I may not be the most smartest or perfect person but hey, guess what? I am not fake. I am one of the most genuine persons you could ever find, I swear.

Before I end this post, I'd like to express again how grateful I am to still have real friends around me. 

To those people, thank you for being in my life. xx

Family moments @ River View Seafood Restaurant

Hi lovelies! How's everyone doing? I hope y'all are doing great and awesome out there. It has been literally a week plus I haven't been posting any updates and finally, here I am.

So, it was Sunday and brother's back from UK last week. Me and family decided that we're gonna head to Kuala Selangor for seafood. Well, at first we actually planned to go to Malacca but didn't make it because it was already late.

I have been eating there since when I was a little, probably 4 to 6 years old. I'd say, the seafood was delicious and definitely my all time favourite seafood restaurant. We ordered more than 5 dishes but I only managed to capture some of them because I was concentrating eating when the food arrived on the table. Ain't nobodeh got taime for pictures. LEWWWL.
But yeah, I had good food and awesome time with my loved ones. I'd definitely recommend this restaurant to everyone who wishes to have delicious seafood whether it is for dinner or lunch.

 Super delish fried cornflake prawns

Sweet and sour prawns

Smashed taufu soup (TAU FU KANG)

Some healthy veggies

The legendary sweet and sour crab *drools*

All the beautiful sceneries

Awesome family selfies and portraits

Real happiness can't be bought with money

As overrated as this sounds like to you, ladies & gents, it's true that genuine happiness can't be simply bought with dollars, cash, credit cards. It's seen in movies, heard in speeches and conversations and many more. Yes, perhaps, it may be helpful to you in terms of providing the temporary happiness as you wish like for instance, getting you the dream car/ cellphone/ expensive branded items and so on.
However, what I mention here, it's the "GENUINE HAPPINESS" that can't just simply be bought with money.

Today, I saw something that absolutely amazed me. A gas seller who drives a lorry daily around to deliver cooking gases to citizens and households. What amazed me so much was the happiness he carried internally and externally. When I looked at the smile on his face, something hit me. I began to realize that it is true.. "money can't buy you pure happiness." ; being rich doesn't make you happy. Also, that inspired me a lot. I mean like, even him as an ordinary person can be so happy, so why can't us?

I've also realized that society has shaped mankind to be materialistic. They often work so hard and unintentionally abandon or neglect their loved ones. At the end of the day, what do you benefit? Yes, you may earn enough income to pay off your expenses and to able to afford the things that you want, but it certainly can't buy you the quality time with your family and important ones in your life. Well, of course, neither can poverty buy happiness. It's good to have a decency of income, not too high and too low. I'd say, balanced.

Anyway, agree or disagree. No hatred guys. It's based on my own opinions and point of view.
Thanks for reading my blog, guys. Have a nice day ahead.

Late night thoughts

Hi, it's Saturday, 2:56am here to be exact. I'm wide awake right now and I feel hungry too. I want to eat something but I'm afraid of getting fat. I get extra hungry watching Gordon Ramsay's homecook food videos on YouTube.. Maybe I should stop. Okay. Stop.
So, what's on my mind? Nothing much. Just online, watching some YouTube videos and searching for some freelance jobs to attend. So far, I have sent in my profile to certain jobs but unfortunately, I'm still not receiving any feedback. The worst thing is, it's the middle of May right now. I'm just wondering if I'll be able to work to earn some pocket money. Gotta keep the faith, I guess.

Also, another thing is, my lecturer has started to give out some assignment for us to submit on week 2, after the semester starts. It's a campaign assignment. Such a kill joy. *heart sinks*

 I feel like my semester break ain't as enjoyable as how I expected it to be. In fact, I am starting to worry about groups and subjects for next semester. I'm feeling quite insecure and worried right now. Hopefully, it will be good to me. *gulps* Some Maslow's Hierarchy of motivation is needed, though.

Sucks to be in my position right now.

Alright, time to sleep.. I should stop overthinking by now. 

Goodnight folks. 

#SHOUTOUT Happy mother's day

It's 11th of May, which means it is Mother's Day!

A big shoutout to all the wonderful mothers out there, Happy Mother's Day! May all the awesome mum in the universe be blessed and be helped with love, kindness, peace & luck.
My best wishes to y'all. :)

Mum & Grannie. Two of my favorite ladies on earth. x